Sunday, August 23, 2009
dingdongs
I'm a bit confused about almost everything. Okay, maybe that was a lie. A big one. To tell you the truth, I'm really confused about every-fucking-thing. How the hell is one very indecisive girl supposed to make a big decision? There's too much to think about, too many things to decide on. Not that I stress myself out by using up my brain capacity just because of all this though, I mean, most of the time, I just can't be bothered to think about all this. Plus, I am one who is used to running away from problems and I am one who does not need explanations for things that stress me out just by thinking about them one tiny bit. I don't think these problems are really a major thing in my life right now though but sometimes, I just wonder, you know, like if I'm doing things right and if I'll ever make the right decision. But then again, what is right? Is there really the right way to do anything for that matter? Ah well, whatever.
Maybe it isn't really that important at this age. I guess. I mean, it's not like I'm 27 or anything. Hehehehehehehe, yeah I chose 27 because I was born on the 27th day of the 2nd month of the year. Okay, let's not get distracted. Focus, man. Focus.
So I have something really important to share with you guys. Really important. Like, really.
Friday, August 14, 2009
heartbomb
I swear God answered my prayers in just 4 days. On August 2nd, I blogged something that technically spelled out desperation. Yes, go ahead and scroll down if you wish to see proof. So then on the 6th, I had such a big smile on my face it was probably capable of lighting up the whole district. Hell yeah, on that day, I got what I wanted.
I've met someone. And I think he's really great. Funny thing is, the thought of being with him had never crossed my mind, especially not six years ago when I first laid eyes on his fine piece of... Never mind. Okay, I was kidding. I never checked his ass out when I was a friggin' twelve-year-old, okay? I was way too cool for that. *Sticks out tongue.
Anyway, I found him when I was checking out old photos someone scanned and posted on Facebook from decades ago. (Yes, that was just an exaggeration. I meant like, five to six years ago, or maybe seven? Anyway..) And then I saw a familiar face, so I kept browsing through the photos just to make sure it was him. "Oh.. my.. god.. Is that..? No.. It can't be..", I kept thinking to myself. So I kept on like, flipping through the photos. And then I saw his name. And then I blinked, and then..
....And and that's how we ended up together. I know, right?!Only certain people I was close to back then remember how much of a big crush I had on him. Yeah, yeah, six years ago. Six fucking years ago. Awww shucks. I think I'm blushing. Hahahahahahaha. So yeah, I'm not going to be all typical and try real hard to make him seem like the bestest person in the whole world. But I will tell you, he's awesome. Because he really listens. And I don't mean just listen, you know what I'm saying? He gives me a whole package of goodness when I really need it. And I really think he's influencing me to be a good person. Ferreal, y'all.
Okay, so I'm lame. So what? At least I'm not talking about tying shoelaces to... Never mind. :)
On another note, Les Paul died at 94. Yes, THE Les Paul. Rest in peace, old pal. We love you. Here's something yummy I made for ya. Okay, okay, so I lied. I didn't make this. But there was a little truth in that sentence --- it is yummy.
Friday, August 7, 2009
mould
Greetings, fellow martians. I'd like to share a few random things with you. First of all, Haz did not buy me a turtle before he left for KL. (Yeah, I'd like to point that out for no reason. Mehehehehehe *Sticks out tongue.) But it's okay because on the day that he left for KL, I bought myself two turtles. And I was gonna call him just to tell him that, but his phone was off or something, I think his flight was at 7 or 6 and I was gonna call him at around that time as well. Anyway, yeah. I named them Disco and Kiss and you know why. Yeahhhh, that's right y'all... because I'm super duper awesome.
Speaking of martians, and yes I know I'm rather slow, but I just friggin' knew about the UFO video thingy that was recorded by some guy in Lumut or something. I wonder if it's true.
So yeah, turtles are so cool, you'd never know how fat or skinny they are 'cause they've got shells as a permanent 'clothing'. You'll never know the ugly, sexy truth behind that hardcore piece of shell. Damn. I mean.. not that that's the only reason I think they're cool though. Heh-heh-heh-heh. Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhh! My turtles won't eat. Dumbasses. I'm kidding, I'm kidding. I'd never call them that. *Flips hair.
"The things that people in love do to each other, they remember. And if they stay together it’s not because they forget, it’s because they forgive." ♥
Sunday, August 2, 2009
eleventy-five
I wonder what life will bring me next as of tomorrow. You know, since it's a new week. Happy new week, lovers! Ahh, why the hell am I so weird? Wait, no, don't answer that. I don't want to know. I think.
Anyway, I've been feeling so empty lately and I think it's because I haven't been playing Left 4 Dead. Hahahahahahaha. Well, it sounds logical, doesn't it? Yes. Well, I'm not sure, to be honest but I have come up with a list of possible reasons for my condition:
Okay, okay, so it isn't actually a complete list yet, but I'm getting there. I just... happen to have a few distractions. Well, okay, maybe 239283 distractions..... but umm, I promise I'll get the list done. *Puts on innocent and so-called adorable face.
I miss metalheads. <3
