Friday, July 24, 2009
pie
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
meatballs
I get so scared of so many things so easily and I used the word 'so' three times in a sentence. No wait, 4. And y'know what that means? It means that I'm as awesome as Wonder Woman is. Sweet.
So it's 22nd July and it's 2.15AM. I thought I'd blog because, well, I heard rumors that there'll be a tsunami or something and it'll affect Borneo. Some people say it isn't true, some say it is. I'm not sure myself but it's better to be safe than sorry, right? Right. Oh and it's also my dear granny's birthday. Happy birthday U'wan! Yeah, that's what we call her. 'Cause we're part Malaysians, biatch, so eat yer heart out. Okay, okay. Enough of my ridiculous random fits.
On another note, I hate gastric. And that's something you've all heard me say before. Gastric is my worst enemy. It has been for so many years. I wish it was possible to make it extinct. I know, I know. It's ridiculous. You might as well throw a shoe at me.
Oh, my god. I remember like 4 years ago, or something when YouTube did not exist, Max introduced me to Straylight Run and I was in love with them eversince. And as of this moment, I just remembered the band name and the name of the song! Oh, my fucking god. It's a miracle. I've been dying for 3 years trying to remember at least one word from the title of the song or the name of the band. Shit, I can't believe I finally got it. This calls for a celebration. We need pizza. Oh, wait. It's past midnight.
'05 and '06 were good old years, man. Good times, good times. *Puts on corny smile.
Monday, July 20, 2009
you make me crazier
I just realised how much of a beautiful person you are. ♥
How do you do it so effortlessly?
I went out with the guys today. They never fail to make me laugh. Oh, and I've heard of stealing boyfriends/girlfriends but I've never heard of stealing friends. Friends are for sharing. And everyone knows sharing is caring. I guess you're just too much full of hate because you didn't watch enough Barney. Stop being mean. Stop accusing me as if I'm a bad person. Grow up, get over it.
My abdomen hurts because Mr. Gastric decided to attack me today. I think the veggies in the Mee Mamak I had with Basyirah yesterday reacted with something in my tummy. Eugh. I barfed so many times this morning for almost 3-4 hours. It was the most ugliest feeling on Earth, no doubt about it.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i want flowers
My mom told me to text my dad something but I couldn't hear her and told her to repeat what she wanted me to type in the text and you know what? She practically screamed, shouted the words at me and I felt the hate. God, ever since I made the decision to sdkfsdhfieufdhks she's been treating me like I'm a dog or something. Whatever. I'm out. Gonna catch Harry Potter.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
they don't really care about us
Ahhhh, Michael is an angel. ♥
How silly is it to miss someone you haven't even met before?
How silly is it to miss someone you haven't even met before?
I don't think anybody knows what they're doing. I mean, think about it. How do people actually know what's wrong and what's right? I don't think anybody is ever sure what they're actually doing unless there's a textbook on how to do everything. I mean, the people who write all that crap are only writing their assumptions and according to their own personal perspectives, right? People who write instructions or guidelines or any kind of textbook are only assuming something's right and expect other people to do the same or whatever. I mean, this is just a random thought. I'm not complaining or anything. Don't get me wrong. I think about a lot of weird things, a lot. Maybe even way too much. But yeah, I don't think there actually is wrong and right in this world. Just.. theoretical wrong and theoretical right. Excluding all religious matters, of course. And excluding Michael Jackson 'cause the man sure knew what he was doing. He's beautiful. Such a babe. I'm busy watching CNN right now. Yes, it's all on Michael Jackson, again. I'm terribly sorry but I love him to bits and pieces and I'll leave you with this:
You've to watch this as well because its AWESOME multiplied by a million, divided by one.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
everything means nothing
I'm never good enough.
I'm never good enough.
I'm never good enough.
I'm so confused about everything that's going on right now. I wonder when I'll ever be good enough for anything at all. I wonder why there are people in this world who think they can just judge and say whatever-the-hell they want to straight to people's faces without considering their feelings.
